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Likes': Hanging out with friends, reading, writing, the internet, daydreaming, fist fighting, practicing with weapons, etc.
Dislikes: Math, morons, people with a low I.Q., anyone who picks on my friends, family, or myself, etc.

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First one posted Dec 9th 2005, 5:13PM
Mood: Bored
Well, I'm bored and in Spanish class, where I now have nothing to do, so yeah. Well, at least there is a slight adrenaline rush when the teacher walks by. Okay, Lex and I are friends again, have been since August, and I finally got to log on to here...( I forgot my password.) I'll probably post some of my stories on here, I'm fairly certain they follow all rules...I'll check on that in a minute. What else...um, I can't go over to Tsuki's today, I have to babysit Cody. I'll probably see her tomorrow or something...maybe use the minutes real quick? No? Probably not...I'll find some way to get ahold of her...or myabe Tsuki will just hike over to my house. Not to early though, I hope. That would be bad and only serve to anger her. I meet with a good friend of mine every Saturday, but Tsuki want's to kill him. I wish she could just stop fighting with him, she didn't have problem with him until a few months ago and now she think's he's better off dead. It gets a little annoying, but since I've irritated her so often I suppose I'm just getting my comeupance...or however you spell that word. It's frustrating though, especially when she speaks of castrating him. I don't get it. At least in my eye's he didn't do anything wrong, but Tsuk thinks he deserves death. She tells me not to speak of him so I don't ( when I can help it) and yet she keeps going on. Sometimes I just want to yell at her and say " You don't want to be involved in this, you don't want me to mention him, you don't want anything to do with this, so drop the death sentence on him and back off!" But I won't do that. She's my sis, no matter how irritating she gets...unless she drops me like the others, then she's just an old ex-friend...but she promised she would never do that. I told her not to make that promise, because she would never know. I mean, one day we could have a huge falling out and *bam* there she goes, pissed at me and determined to blow me up, or shoot me, or something. This past year has taught me a lot. One: there is no guarantee that anyone will stay in your life; and 2: even so, you should hold onto hope. But my problem is that I have a problem, especially recently, with holding onto hope that a person will stay ( thank you R., C., and A. Though A. befrineded me again eventually) Oh, and Lex, if you ever read this, I am NOT still mad at you. All is forgiven, though not quite forgotten. If I do not contact you it's because I can't get to the phone...
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